Our Devastating Loss :(

As most of you know, Preston and I got the devastating news last Wednesday that we lost our precious baby that we were expecting. I do honestly have to say this is one of the hardest things I have ever had to comprehend in my entire life! Although Preston and I have been through so much in the last 4 days, we have put our faith in God and we know that this is meant to be and that we are trusting in his plan for our life and know that this was meant to be. To give you a little information on the situation, we have discovered that I have a "double horned uterus." This basically means that I have two cervix and two uterus. In between the two cervix and uterus, there is a septum dividing them into two areas. I know right....CRAZY!!! My doctor stated that she had never seen this in the 8 years that she has been practicing. My doctor does not believe that the "double horned uterus" caused the miscarriage but that it was just a normal miscarriage that lots of people go through. This is good news! Dr. Cole does think that we are going to be able to have children on our on!! More good news. So, what do we do now?? First of all, we spend lots of time together and with family and get me well from the surgery which took place on Thursday. Then, we go back to the doctor in two weeks to make sure that I have properly healed from the surgery! Next, we go in for a MRI to see exactly what we have going on and that everything seems to be functioning properly. Then, we see a specialist that Dr. Cole has recommended us to that has seen this before and has done corrective surgery to give the girl a "normal" uterus! So, this is where we are now! Please pray that Preston and I can continue to have a positive attitude on the situation and pray that we make good decisions over the next couple of weeks.

I would like to thank all the wonderful people in our lives for the sweet phone call, text, flowers, dinners, support, prayers, etc. You guys will never how much you have touched mine and Preston's lives. Also, I would like to especially thank Mom, Dad, Mr. Gough, Mrs. Gough, Stephanie, Dennis, Michael, Rebecca, and Lauren. Without you guys, Preston and I would not have gotten through this!! You guys have stood by us with open arms during the hardest time in our lives and there is no way with can ever thank you enough for this. We love each and every one of you with all our hearts!